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AI11: Favorites

2012-02-11T12:03:00.002+08:00

Alright, I was a bit disappointed that Ethan Jones, Ramiro Garcia, Jane Carrey, And Wolf Hamlin was eliminated. But still I'm happy that Johnny Keyser, Hallie Day, Reed Grimm, and Baylie Brown are still in the competition.

Although I have new favorites... Philip Philips, Jessica Philips, and Adam Brock (who sang like Danny Gokey), I still have no idea if Colton Dixon, Ashley Robles, Britnee Kellogg, and Reis Kloeckener is still in.

AI11: My Early Favorites

2012-02-04T12:17:00.007+08:00

Colton Dixon... one of my favorite last season, but didn't make it to the top24.

This season he didn't plan to audition, but her sister does. During

his sister audition, the judges ask for Colton. He did sang for the judges after her sister, and both of them got 3 yeses.

I'm really hoping that the judges will put him through top24.

Also, I like Ethan Jones when he sang I'll Be (Edwin McCain). I can somehow say that he's

like Lee DeWyze (season 9 winner). Ramiro Garcia,

Hallie Day, and Britnee Kellogg move me, the way they sang their audition.

Ashley Robles (who I heard is half pinay), is also of one of my favorite, plus Jason "Wolf" Hamlin.

Other successful audition that I'm gonna be watching are Reed Grimm, Johnny Keyser, Reis Kloeckener, Baylie Brown, Travis Orlando, Jane Carrey (daughter of Jim Carrey), and Han Heejun.

Chris... In...

2011-10-19T09:41:00.005+08:00

I felt relieve that Chris Rene make it to the top 17.

Although I was really angry when I learned that Brian was in (I don't really like him), and some of my favorite didn't made it. I'm still happy with the result. Plus I have a new favorite... InTENsity.

The Answer, Tola Woloshin was not part of the top 16. But still, I'm happy that Chris, and Dexter, and Stereo Hoggz made it.

Chris Rene

2011-10-10T10:09:00.004+08:00

Chris Rene... my ultimate idol in X-Factor US.

I don't know but I just love the way he sing... so stunning. I am really happy that he made to the 32. And I'm really hoping he would be one of the four (per category) who will move on to the finals.

Although I'm not quite sure with Brian Bradley. I say he's good, but he didn't make a good impression on me.

Other contestants I'm watching are Tola Woloshin, Rachel Crow, Dexter Haygood, The Stereo Hogzz, 2 Squar'd, The Answer.

Isis Out

2011-10-03T14:31:00.003+08:00

I was shocked, and sad that Isis was eliminated. She's one of my favorites.

I thought she's gonna get it this time since she came into the competition more confident than she is. But it didn't work out for her again.

She will always be my idol.

But I'm still gonna watch for my other favorite Allison Harvard, and Kayla Ferell.

(Photo from cwtv.com)

Scotty McCreery Wins...

2011-05-26T10:43:00.005+08:00

Scotty McHottie wins...

I am so happy with the result. Scotty's my favorite ever since audition.

At first (top13), I thought that either James Durbin, or Pia Toscano will win since the two of them stand out during top24. But I was glad, and at the same time sad when they were both eliminated. Happy because there is high chance that Scotty will win, sad because the both (Durbin, and Toscano) were also my favorite...

Congratulations McCreery...

Born This Way...

2011-05-20T19:37:00.000+08:00

It doesn't matter if you love him or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are
She said, 'cause He made you perfect, babe
So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far
Listen to me when I say

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, born this way

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way

Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be

Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice of truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way

Don't be drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're orient

Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way

No matter gay, straight or bi
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive

No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, yeah

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey

I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey

James Durbin... Out

2011-05-16T11:40:00.006+08:00

So, yesterday I watched AI10, and I'm not happy with the result.

James Durbin (one of my favorites) was eliminated, with Scotty McCreery (my other favorite) on the bottom group.

I though that Haley will be eliminated since she didn't do well during the first round. But just like last week, she redeemed herself on the 2nd round... which is I say, somehow I liked both her performance (House of the rising sun; I who have nothing). But still, I prefer Durbin's Don't stop believing, and Love potion no.9.

Pia Toscano... out, James Durbin... out. Now it's only Scotty, and I hope he's on top2. At first, I guessed that it'll be a guy (again) who will win this season, but now I'm dreading that it'll be a girl since the 2girls left are doing it astoundingly... but still, it's anyones game...

Go Scotty...

Loser Like Me

2011-04-29T11:22:00.001+08:00

Yeah, you may think that I’m a zero
But, hey, everyone you wanna be
Probably started off like me
You may say that I’m a freakshow (I don’t care)
But, hey, give me just a little time
I bet you’re gonna change your mind

All of the dirt you’ve been throwin’ my way
It ain’t so hard to take, that’s right
‘Cause I know one day you’ll be screamin’ my name
And I’ll just look away, that’s right

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don’t care
Keep it up, I’m tunin’ up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

Push me up against the locker
And hey, all I do is shake it off
I’ll get you back when I’m your boss
I’m not thinkin’ ’bout you haters
‘Cause hey, I could be a superstar
I’ll see you when you wash my car

All of the dirt you’ve been throwin’ my way
It ain’t so hard to take, that’s right
‘Cause I know one day you’ll be screamin’ my name
And I’ll just look away, that’s right

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don’t care
Keep it up, I’m tunin’ up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me
A loser like me

Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up-up in the air
Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up, ’cause I don’t care
You can throw your sticks, and you can throw your stones
Like a rocket, just watch me go
Yeah, l-o-s-e-r
I can only be who I are

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don’t care
Keep it up, I’m tunin’ up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don’t care
Keep it up, I’m tunin’ up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me

Pia Toscano Eliminated?

2011-04-10T16:51:00.006+08:00

I was shocked... and angry...

I could have never thought she would be eliminated this early, I thought she will be the last girl standing... she's my only female favorite this season.

When the bottom group was completed, I primarily thought that Stefano will be eliminated. But as it was revealed that Pia got the lowest vote, I was as shocked and angry as the judges. Even Stefano was shocked that Pia got the lowest vote (as seen on TV), maybe he thought that he will be going home.

I really hate, I wish people will really vote for who they think should still continue. They need to vote for the one's that are really great...

Idol10 Fav...

2011-03-04T18:47:00.004+08:00

When Steve Beghun was eliminated, my eyes was set to James Durbin, and I was just so happy that he made it to the final 13.

Same as Scotty McCreery...

Selling My Collection II

2011-02-14T11:35:00.001+08:00

I'm currently selling my collection of movies.

For orders, contact me at 09295145997 / 09063320171
or email gmsintor@yahoo.com

here are the list

Pinoy Indie Films
1.) M2M Masahe
2.) Erotika M2M 2
3.) M2M 3 Versus
4.) M2M Exxxxtreme
5.) Pantasya
6.) Lalake sa Parola
7.) Lihim ni Antonio
8.) Kambyo
9.) Ang Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros
10.) Jupit
11.) Bathhouse
12.) Sikil
13.) Showboyz
14.) Walang Kawala
15.) Twilight Dancers
16.) Heavenly Touch
17.) Daybreak
18.) Binyag
19.) Kalakal
20.) Misstaken
21.) Photo Shoot
22.) Blindside
23.) Tutok
24.) Roxxxanne
25.) 3 Days of Darkness
26.) Condo
27.) Sarong Banggi
28.) Santuaryo

Pinoy Films
1.) One Night Only
2.) I Will Survive
3.) Big Time

Foreign Films
1.) Jackass the Movie
2.) The Evil Dead
3.) The One
4.) Kiss of the Dragon
5.) Charlies Angel Full Throttle
6.) Vantage Point
7.) So Close
8.) Death Race
9.) Simone
10.) Death Proof
11.) Freddy vs. Jason1
2.) Snakes on a Plane
13.) The Medallion
14.) Planet Terror
15.) Naked Weapon
16.) Pathology
17.) Stormbreaker

I'm also selling my collection of books, and porns.

Cash on meet up for metro manila areas.

Selling My Collection

2011-02-14T11:31:00.004+08:00

I'm currently selling my collection of books.

For orders, contact me at 09295145997 / 09063320171
or email gmsintor@yahoo.com

here are the list

Filipino Books
1.) Trese: Murders on Balete Drive
2.) Trese: Unreported Murders
3.) Trese: Mass Murders
4.) Palalim nang Palalim, Padilim nang Padilim
5.) Pinoy Amazing Adventures
6.) Wanda Ilusyunada
7.) A B N K K B S N P L A Ko
8.) Bakit Baligtad Magbasa ng Libro ang mga Pilipino
9.) Ang Paboritong Libro ni Hudas1
0.) Alamat ng Gubat
11.) Stainless Longganisa
12.) MAC ARTHUR
13.) Kapitan Sino
14.) Para Kay B

Foreign Books
1.) Stormbreaker
2.) Point Blanc
3.) The Switch
4.) Step by Wicked Step
5.) The Phone Goes Dead
6.) The Lifeguard
7.) To Die For
8.) Break of Dark
9.) Wake Up
10.) Sudden Wealth
11.) The Man They Could Not Hang
12.) The Omen
13.) Book of Lies
14.) Five People You Meet in Heaven

I'm also selling my collection of indie films, and porns.

Cash on meet up for metro manila areas.

AI10 Favorite...

2011-02-14T10:02:00.007+08:00

Scotty McCreery, my favorite contender. I like him ever since audition. His voice is so country, and I love it.

I am glad that he pass the first Hollywood week, and I'm hoping he'll make it.

Meanwhile, my other favorite, Steve Beghuhn , an account is already out. I can't believe he didn't make it.

Phobia 2

2010-09-23T19:52:00.025+08:00

I just watch this Thai film 3days ago (09/20/10).

Well, I was kinda wondering if the film is indeed scary for I've read only a couple of review from a Thai blog. The review said that the first installment was kinda disappointing because it was not as interesting as the other films of the director. But this one, the sequel is very interesting specially the last segment.

The first story, Novice.

The story revolves around a troubled teenager, Pey. He had committed a crime, by throwing a stone on the incoming car, and rubbed the victims valuables. His mother then decided to keep him within the monks for they cannot be arrested. While Pey is well hidden, his actions on the other hand disturbs a ritual, or a ceremony performed to feed the ghost of punished youths (Hungry Ghost). While praying for protection, he then had flashbacks of the night he had caused his father's death (it was actually the accident shown on the opening of the film). While morning, he was then punished by throwing a rock at him by an invisible presence, until he became deformed. He was then transformed into a punished ghost.

The second story, Ward.

This story is about a teenager (I forgot his name), who was brought to the hospital from an accident. After his operation, he was then moved to a shared room (supposedly private room, as he requested it). The ward is then shared with him by an old man, in comma for almost a month. The old man is scheduled to be off the following day for his last relatives needs to travel from Northern to pay their last respect. During the night, he (the teenager) is haunted in his dreams by the old man, or so he thinks. He was then convinced that he's not dreaming , and ask a nurse to transfer him in a different room, but she said there's no vacant. At the middle of the night the old man gets up and attack him (on his sleep). The morning after, as the nurse check on him (teenager), she finds that the old man's spirit has been transferred into the teenager.

The third one, Backpackers.

I didn't like this one though, this story is on zombies. But I like the main guy (Charlie Trairat).
The story started on a Japanese teenage couple trying to get a hitch. Finally they got a hitch with a father son in a truck. On the middle of the ride, something (at the back of the truck) is going wrong. When they pulled to check, the driver, and his son (Joi) found that the people inside the truck (I guess they are smuggled) are dead. As they were unloading the bodies, Joi check the inside of the stomach of one of the dead. And found the drugs that they have smuggled. It was then that the dead bodies, are turned into zombies.

The fourth story, Salvage.

The story goes with Nuch, a second hand car dealer. The second cars that she sells are actually severely damaged cars that have been repaired from different accidents. But as everything else, the second hand cars are haunted by its past. On the night that one customer returns the car she bought (for it had nearly killed her child), it haunts Nuch. After she had closed the garage, she finds her son (Toey) missing. She then reviewed the security camera to see where Toey had gone. And she search for him, Nuch was then haunted by the ghost of the people who had been the victims of the accidents.

The last story, In The End.

It's all about a production shooting their last scene for their horror movie. One of their cast, Kate was coughing badly. During her scene, she was supposed to crawl from the dark (since her character was a white lady), it's taking her long. When they check, she fainted. She then was brought to the hospital by one of the crew, Aey. On the hospital, Aey was told by the doctor that Kate died, and so he told his friend Ter (who is also on the production. Ter then told his friends Shin and Puak. And the rest of the crew heard it and ran off, just before they learned that she is dead, Kate just turned in the production. It was then that Ter, Shin, Puak, and Marsha (the lead actress on their film) have to finish filming with the ghost of Kate.

Though the last story has a twist of comedy, it was all interesting, and exciting. It is something that I would really recommend to my friends. I really love it.

Quote XXII

2010-09-09T01:55:00.002+08:00

It's natural to feel disappointed when things don't go your way. It's easy to think I can't do it, so why try.

But no matter how scared you are at making mistake, or how discourage you may become, never give up. Because if you don't try, and if you don't go after what you want in life... it won't come to you...

Quote XXI

2010-09-07T23:08:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, we realize to change for the better just when the situation got worse.

We realize to finally correct our mistakes just when those mistakes cause irreversible damage.

We finally decide to prove ourselves worthy, just when the person whom you want to prove your worth has already decided that you're worth it at all.

Most of the lessons are learned when the test is over.

That's how ironic life is...

IP Relay

2010-07-19T00:33:00.003+08:00

Now this one's a bit hard.

I've always been in a normal setting. A two way communication job where it only involves me (as an agent), and my customer. Now, I'm in a 3-way communication where aside from me, and my deaf-mute customer, I have a receiver on the other end.

The only thing which make it a bit easier (than being a financial agent) is I don't have to maintain or hit any stat. No AHT (Average Handling Time), CSAT (Customer Satisfaction)... only Accuracy, and QC (Quality Control).

It's much better though, only have to fight boredom for our station is entirely a cubicle. No one to talk to, calls are not recorded (QC's being monitored on side by side barging), entirely different. But it's worth it... high compensation, no customers cursing on you, no need to interfere with the conversation, friendly environment, accommodating supervisor... it's great, everything is great.

A Day With Kay...

2010-07-01T19:31:00.004+08:00

I waked up in the morning feeling refreshed for (1) it is my 20th bday today, (2) I'll be meeting my friend Kay later this afternoon.

It's just a typical day though. Just cook food, finalize my articles, and organize my reports. So much stressful but still, I keep positive and jolly for I have something to think ahead of.

After lunch, I meet up with Kay at Robinbsons Galeria. While shopping we talked about how's life treating us, work stuffs, and issues I had missed since I left our company. It was quite overwhelming, and shocking about those issue esp. the big revamp that had ever happened so far.

I really had a great time with Kay. Well, technically I always had fun whenever I'm with her. It's just that today, is just an extraordinary day with her.

Thanks babe...

Run Joey Run

2010-05-22T12:26:00.001+08:00

I just heard this song from Glee... and I just love it...

Daddy please don't
It wasn't his fault
He means so much to me
Daddy please don't
We're gonna get married
Just you wait and see

Every night, the same old dream,
I hate to close my eyes
I can't erase the memory,
The sound of Julie's cry

She called me up, late that night
She said, "Joe, don't come over,
My Dad and I just had a fight
And he stormed out the door

I've never seen him act this way,
My God, he's goin' crazy
He said he's gonna make you pay
For what we done, he's got a gun
So run, Joey run, Joey run!"

Daddy please stay
It wasn't his fault
He means so much to me
Daddy please don't
We're gonna get married
Just you wait and see

Got in my car, drove like mad
'Til I reached Julie's place,
She ran to me, with tear-filled eyes
And bruises on her face

All at once I saw him there,
Sneakin' up behind me (Watch out!)
Then Julie yelled, "He's got a gun!"
And she stepped in front of me

Suddenly, a shot rang out
And I saw Julie falling
I ran to her, I held her close
When I looked down, my hands were red!
And here's the last words Julie said...

Daddy please don't
It wasn't his fault
He means so much to me
Daddy please don't
We're gon...na get... mar...ried...

Like a Virgin

2010-05-22T12:19:00.001+08:00

I made it through the wilderness
Somehow I made it through
Didn't know how lost I was
Until I found you

I was beat incomplete
I'd been had, I was sad and blue
But you made me feel
Yeah, you made me feel
Shiny and new

Chorus:

Like a virgin
Touched for the very first time
Like a virgin
When your heart beats (after first time, "With your heartbeat")
Next to mine

Gonna give you all my love, boy
My fear is fading fast
Been saving it all for you
'Cause only love can last

You're so fine and you're mine
Make me strong, yeah you make me bold
Oh your love thawed out
Yeah, your love thawed out
What was scared and cold

(chorus)

Oooh, oooh, oooh

You're so fine and you're mine
I'll be yours 'till the end of time
'Cause you made me feel
Yeah, you made me feel
I've nothing to hide

(chorus)

Like a virgin, ooh, ooh
Like a virgin
Feels so good inside
When you hold me, and your heart beats, and you love me

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Ooh, baby
Can't you hear my heart beat
For the very first time?

This song really feels good inside...

Sad Letter

2010-05-17T14:48:00.002+08:00

One sad letter I have read... very sad indeed that I almost cry while reading the book.

My dearest Richard
For you are still dearest to me, though you have been so cruel. Better if you have found the courage to stay, and show patience, and take your part in our trouble, not heap on more vanishing. Things have been hard with all of us since you left. First, mother spent a fortune seeking you, and all of us suffered Mr Coldstone's anger as money slipped steadily away. "What! Yet another costly search! Let the ungrateful boy be lost forever. Waste more of your dwindling fortune on this folly and I will make you pay for it twice".

And so he did. Last year she died (of him too close, and you too far). And, from the day that she was buried, he would not give a penny to look for you. "why hunt for such a knave". It fell to me to keep the search alive. I have no money of my own. And so, last year, upon my sixteenth birthday, I married Charles. I do not love him as I know I should, and he cannot make me happy. But he is prosperous, and he has promised to keep up the search. His solicitor put notices in every paper daily.

And perhaps you will never see them. Or this sad letter (for you must have fled halfway across the globe). But, if you do, take a moment to weep, for this will be the first and only letter you will receive from your loving sister. If I should live, I'd not allow a shadow on your homecoming. But if I die in fever of childbirth, as so many do, then Charles will send this letter to our old home, to tell you why you return to cold , cold silence.

Fare you well, brother

Do I Count for Less...

2010-05-17T14:37:00.003+08:00

How selfish it would have seemed if I had cried out then...

But what about me?

I wish my family well, of course I do... but does my happiness not matter? Do I count for less? Am I suppose to nod and smile, and be a brave lad forever, while everything changes around me, and everything I loved is different? No, not just different... I will say it worse!

Quote XX

2010-05-12T03:18:00.002+08:00

The only thing you'll regret in this life
are the risk that you didn't take.
So, if you find that one thing that makes you happy,
grab it both hands...
and to hell with the consequences...

Total Eclipse of the Heart

2010-05-09T21:38:00.002+08:00

One song I wanna sing right now...

Turnaround, every now and then I get a
little bit lonely and you're never coming around
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround, every now and then I know
you'll never be the boy you always you wanted to be
Turnaround, every now and then I know
you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am
Turnaround, every now and then I know
there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you
Turnaround, every now and then I know
there's nothing any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't do
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

Quote XIX

2010-03-29T01:20:00.003+08:00

When you have
eliminated the impossible,
whatever remains
(however improbable)
must be the truth...

American Idol 9

2010-03-27T23:57:00.007+08:00

Lee Dewyze-- my favorite contender for this season. Thou I was a bit saddened that Lily Scott didn't make it to the top 12 ( she was really my favorite for the girls).

Other contenders that are my bet are Andrew Garcia, and Aaron Kelly.

PTC?

2010-03-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

It is already 20 days since I first tried this online program called Paid To Click (PTC).

I'm already registered to atleast a dozen PTC sites, yet I had just able to cash out with just 2 sites (since both are just the ones that I've reach minimum payout). One site I was able to get a thousand dollars, while the other is about half of it ($500).

Well, yeah it is true that some of it are scam, but of course not all. The things is, you really need (or would require) a lot of patience since (of course) during your starting you wouldn't really get a high chance of success in it. There would even come a time where in there would only be four (or even two) available ads for you. Time consuming? Well not really it is... if only you know how much time you just need to dedicate in it.

While you can really earn more money in ptc rather than you're current job, I can't really say that it can be an alternative job since (1st) it doesn't really require any skills or talent. (2nd) really you're not gonna learn or grow up with just clicking and clicking stuffs. (lastly) it's may not be really something you can be proud of.

What it may be consider as, is that (1st) it can (just) be a sideline job. It's really good that there or you have a means of earning extra bux, since at some point the ones you're getting on your stable is not really enough for support. (2nd) it can be a temporary job for students, or unemployed who are looking for a job that will help them in financial support.

I know that there are some people who don't trust ptc sites, esp those who had signed up on those fraud sites. But really trust me, all it just take is patience, and determination...

I'm Tired...

2010-03-27T22:14:00.003+08:00

I can't hold it anymore...

I can no longer be that strong person they ought to think I am...

My wings are broken, I can't soar...

I'm left out...

Stupid?

2010-02-12T21:34:00.002+08:00

They made me feel stupid...

It was the first day, and I was supposedly joining them. I was informed that we are to wear a business attire. I don't have any, but try my best to look for one... but it seems that there's no one to borrow to. As a result, I just wear my usual jeans, sneakers, and my only polo.

I report to the office with it, as I thought that they might consider me since I really don't have anything of a business attire. But I was wrong. As I enter the lobby the guard on duty ask me why I was wearing blue jeans. I politely explained and he told me that I should be dealt first by the training manager, and I said that's fine with me.

I was sitting in the lobby, waiting to be dealt accordingly. Other employees, and (supposedly) co-trainees are passing by and looking at me. It was fine with me thou, the only problem is that the guard are muttering something while looking at me... as a result employees and co-trainees are looking at me suspiciously as if I have done something wrong.

Almost half an hour have past, the training manager hasn't talk to me yet. The guard ask again why I was wearing blue jeans, again I politely and even explained further... his reply was disappointing and irritating at the same time, he said "so, company and susunod sayo". I blushed, no one ever spat that sentence on my face, never before. Another moments have passed, and the recruitment assistant was there... ask me the same question. I was already feeling stupid at that time, by the guard sentence, no one dealing with me accordingly.

At last, the training manager talk to me. But it was the most disappointing and irritating approach. She didn't ask me anything... she just simply said that I could go home and wouldn't be accommodated.

I didn't ask anything... I just simply said that's fine... but I was already teary eyed...

I was teary eyed because, imagine my effort going at their office event thou I wasn't wearing the PRESCRIBED attire, imagine my hope of being considered as I was looking forward for it as it is the FIRST sales account I would be in. Imagine me enduring the stupidity they made me feel all along waiting to be dealt accordingly.

It was their rule, and I have no intention of breaking it. The thing is they could have consider me even if just only for the training. I could buy a set of business attire ones I received the allowance they would gave us for the training.

I know I shouldn't be feeling this way. Thing is, I was just (and very much) disappointed with their decision, and how they have dealt with me (especially that guard).

Huwag mo ituloy application mo diyan, lalo na kung ganyan suot mo. Kaylangan nila dito pormal ang attire. Sa pagapply lang nila tinatanggap ang jeans. May experience ka na sa call center, hindi ka bagay dito, damit ang tinitignan dito, hindi service... masasayang ka lang. A former employee of that company told me this when I applied there. I didn't believe it at first, and I still don't want to... because their company is known for great service...

Right now, I'm still hoping that they would reconsider me and give me a call. But still, they haven't...

They made me feel stupid...

Saturday Buddy

2010-01-09T19:32:00.003+08:00

I had just meet up with my best buddy after a long time. Well technically, he just return from Brussels.

We met up a Robinsons Galleria, where we have our lunch (well his treat thou) at Pizza Hut Bistro. As always, he order his favourite putanesca (oh, if only I know how to make putanesca, I'll make some for him), and beefy pizza. After eating, he ask me to tour him around the mall (thou nothing change much to this mall since he left 3 years ago). Then he ask for a coffee shop. Since the only coffee shop (I know) on the mall is Starbucks, then I invite him there.

He doesn't like the ambiance of the shop inside the mall, so he asked if there's another Starbucks around the vicinity of Ortigas.

So, we just moved to another Starbucks shop I know---at Pearl Drive. And he likes it. There, we continue the conversation we had during our lunch.

He told me he loved Brussels, how he promised that someday he'll bring me there to visit a certain spot called Mini Europe where you can see a museum-like collections of different tourist spot in Europe. How he miss Philippines, and he plans to pursue a bachelors degree in Ateneo.

It was fun... I had so much fun... thou at some point, something bothers me...

My feeling I might say...

I'm afraid it might ruin our more than years of friendship...

I'm afraid to loose him...

Disappointed

2010-01-04T16:00:00.000+08:00

You turned out to be exactly who I thought you were...

I never pretended to be somebody else. It's been me all along, and it was me who was hurt in front of everybody. I know what it feels like to be afraid to show who you are. I was, but I'm not anymore... and the thing is, I really don't care what people think about me... because I believe in myself.

And I know that things are gonna be okay.

I know that the guy I once knew is somewhere inside of you, but I can't wait for him... because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing...

Favourite Lines From Movies (part 5)

2010-01-04T11:20:00.002+08:00

"The shortest distance between two points will always be a straight line"
- Yulaw (Jet Li) The One

"Sometimes the best are also the worst"
- Inspector Richard (Tcheky Karyo) Kiss of the Dragon

"Candy doesn't have to have a point. That's why it's candy"
- Charlie Bucket (Freddie Highmore) Charlie and the Chocolate Factory

"The best kind of prize is a sur--prise..."
- Willy Wonka (Johnny Depp) Charlie and the Chocolate Factory

"Sometimes, fantasies are better than reality"
- Sam Montgomery (Hillary Duff) A Cinderella Story

"I'd rather be a friendless loser than have a bunch of friends that secretly hates me"
- Massie Block (Elizabeth McLauglin) The Clique

"Did I invite you on my BBQ party? Then why you're up on my grill?
- Massie Block (Elizabeth McLaughlin) The Clique

"As they say... 32 is the new 22"
- Vince (Stephen Guarino) The Clique

"Our scars have the power to remind us that the past was real"
- Hannibal Lecter (Anthony Hopkins) Red Dragon

"To me, you are a slug in the sun. The ant in the after birth"
- Francis Dolarhyde (Ralph Fiennes) Red Dragon

I Miss Everything...

2009-11-13T21:49:00.004+08:00

I miss everything...

If only I could go back and live it again...

But they are right...

That sometimes, time can never give back what has already ended...

I never felt weak and regretful like this before...

I'm breaking up...

New Job...

2009-11-12T21:00:00.003+08:00

I'm looking for a new one...

The one that would work out for me...

The one that is organized, and knows how to take care of their agents...

Hope I could find one...

It's boring without anything to do...

Phone

2009-11-12T20:59:00.001+08:00

I got a new phone... phone... phone...

I just hope it work for me...

What Do You Think You're Playing At?

2009-10-27T02:10:00.002+08:00

I thought it would be today, but then it would be on thursday!

What do you think you're playing at?

That's it I quit...

You're very disorganized.

I don't wanna work with you anymore...

Certification?

2009-10-23T21:39:00.003+08:00

It's our phone certification today... I'm not confident that I would pass this one. Even if i did, I don't think this one would work out for me.

I'm so nervous... and the agony is killing me.

What aggravates it most is that I just receive an sms from my very close guy friend here in the training, and he told me that I he wouldn't be able to pursue on this one because of some previous health issue. Our account made actually a big deal of it that's why he was pulled out of the training.

He's the only guy that I can talk to during the training. Most of my company are girls.

I miss him...

I Don't Think So...

2009-10-23T03:45:00.004+08:00

I don't think this one would work out for me...

I'm not even confident that I would pass this one... but if ever I would pass, I guess I'll just ask for a transfer... or to transfer account.

I don't think this one would work out for me...

7 Little Children

2009-10-21T05:54:00.006+08:00

Crow, why do you cry,

because it has 7 cute kids in the mountain.

Crow cries "kawaii, kawaii"

"kawaii, kawaii" it cries.

Go to it's old home at the mountain

you will see it rounded eyed lovely kids.

Finally I got the english transalation of 7 little children (Nanatsu no ko)...

So Boring...

2009-10-21T03:10:00.002+08:00

Currently I'm at break at our training here on my new company...

Really boring... I wanna go home, but it's still 4hours for our shift end... can't even concentrate...

You Belong With Me

2009-10-21T03:06:00.006+08:00

"She wear high heels, I wear sneakers. She's cheer captain, and I'm on the bleacher."

I really love that line from Taylor Swifts You Belong with Me. Can even say it to you...

Lyrics...

You belong with me - Taylor Swift

You're on the phone

With your girlfriend

She's upset

She's going off about

Something that you said

She doesn't get your humor

Like I doI'm in my room

It's a typical tuesday night

I'm listening to the kind of music

She doesn't like

She'll never know your story

Like I do

But she wears short skirts

I wear t-shirts

She's cheer captain

And i'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day

When you wake up and find

That what you're looking for

Has been here the whole time

If you could see

That i'm the one

Who understands you

Been here all along

So why can't you

See you belong with me

You belong with me.

Walking the streets

With you and your worn out jeans

I can't help thinking

This is how it ought to be

Laughing on a park bench

Thinking to myself

Hey, isn't this easy?And you've got a smile

That could light up this whole town

I haven't seen it in awhile

Since she brought you down

You say you're fine

I know you better than that

Hey whatchu doing

With a girl like that

She wears high heels

I wear sneakers

She's cheer captain

I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day

When you wake up and find

That what you're looking for

Has been here the whole time

If you could see

That i'm the one

Who understands you

Been here all along

So why can't you

See you belong with me

Standing by and

Waiting at your backdoor

All this time

How could you not know

BabyYou belong with me

You belong with me

Oh, I remember

You driving to my house

In the middle of the night

I'm the one who makes you laugh

When you know you're about to cry

And I know your favorite songs

And you tell me about your dreams

Think I know where you belong

Think I know it's with me

Can't you see

That i'm the one

Who understands

Been here all along

So why can't you see?

You belong with me

Have you ever thoughtJust maybeYou belong with me?

Favourite Lines From Movies (part 4)

2009-10-14T11:09:00.004+08:00

“Most people will never know anything beyond what they see with their own two eyes.”
- Kurt Wagner / Nightcrawler (Allan Cumming) X-Men 2: United

“The mind isn't just a box that can be unlocked and opened, it's a beehive”
- Charles Xavier / Professor X (Patrick Stewart) X-Men 2: United

“A mans happiest moment is also his weakness”
- Madam M (Almen Wong Pui-Ha ) Naked Weapon

“One, two, Freddy's coming for you. Three, four, better lock your door. Five, six, grab your crucifix. Seven, eight, better stay awake. Nine, ten, never sleep again.”
- A Nightmare on Elm Street

“You think you’re telling the truth, but you’re telling only you’re version of the truth”
- Carlo (Gabriele Lavia) Deep Red

“Don’t be afraid to look into the darkness depths of oneself where light never reach”
- Countess Bathory (Delphine Seyrig) Daughters of Darkness

“Do you know what the most frightening thing in the world is? It’s fear…”
- Mark Lewis (Karlheinz Bohm) Peeping Tom

“Whatever decision you make, let it come from your heart”
- Clarisse Renaldi (Julie Andrews) Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement

“Why would you want to read when you got the television set sitting right in front of you? There's nothing you can get from a book that you can't get from a television faster”
- Harry Wormwood (Danny DeVito) Matilda

‘When a person is bad, that person has to be taught a lesson!”
- Harry Wormwood (Danny DeVito) Matilda

“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary-wise; what it is it wouldn't be, and what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?”
- Alice (Kathryn Beaumont) Alice in Wonderland

“Read the directions and directly you will be directed in the right direction.”
- Doorknob (Joseph Kearns) Alice in Wonderland

Through Him

2009-10-05T19:45:00.005+08:00

I see you thru him...

Almost 4months since I left a happy but gloomy stage. Time had play a big part of moving on, until I met someone... who were almost like you...

I have a new identity, on a new stage... different cast... I thought, now that I had a new one, I would totally forgot you, I was wrong.

One of my colleague who is very close to me from our first day was almost like you. Handsome and hot, sweet and caring... and most of all... he looks exactly like you. I don't mind it at first but it looking at him, talking to him really brings back the memories of you. He really reminds me of you, and how miss you. I wish I could go back. I really do...

I see you thru him...

Weather and Emotions 2

2009-07-15T18:51:00.005+08:00

It's gloomy outside... inside of me as well...

It's been almost a month since I left the hall where identity of mine was made. But still I haven't fix this problem, confusion eat me up...

Two things I expect it might be. Either I would be out and free but selfish, or stay and caged but safe.

I guess I need to get out of the curtain I was in, and reveal the face and emotion that embrace.

It's gloomy outside... inside of me as well...

I Miss It

2009-07-02T15:26:00.006+08:00

I miss my old life...

How I wish I could go back and live it again...

Quote XVIII

2009-07-02T15:08:00.002+08:00

Don't always say

there's still time...

because

there's also a concept of...

it's too late...

You're Back?

2009-06-22T05:28:00.005+08:00

You're back...

And so is the feeling that fades embrace again...

Bringing back the fear of losing myself over...

Quote XVII

2009-06-20T23:28:00.002+08:00

It's funny how day by day

nothing change...

But when you look back,

everything is different

(in)Visible?

2009-06-05T02:13:00.003+08:00

I guess I grew tired being invisible, that I want to be visible...

Weather And Emotions

2009-06-04T20:12:00.006+08:00

It's raining outside... and so inside of me...

Few more days to count before I leave this mixed hall of weather, where I had my own identity. It's such hard decision to make thou such a great experience and lesson gained, but still... when emotion stirs, weakness embrace in.

And so, as to this day. I have to bid on this wall... and so as to you, as I only have a month to stay, and clear my name away... not only to them but most especially to you, thou I'm nothing to you as you mean something to me... I have to erase my name on your memory, as I have to erase you on me... thou it would take time for me.

After that, I would still have to face another problem to fix. And I am confused to what should I choose... is it me or them? It's selfish of me not to choose them thou something tells me that I have to choose myself for I have think of them all mylife. I guess I need to get out of the curtain that I was in.

It's raining outside... and so inside of me...

Quote XVI

2009-04-26T17:36:00.004+08:00

Perfect plan don't exist.

There will always something that interferes...

If you press on with that in mind,

something and everything would go wrong...

Even if you reset to the beginning,

compensating for what you've lost relies on you...

Shout (1 year)

2009-04-22T12:24:00.002+08:00

Shout is already 1 year...

But I haven't reached the number of post that I planned to have when it reach it's first year. But it's OK... I guess I just lack time updating Shout, and there wasn't even topic or updates to post in. But it doesn't matter. at least Shout made this far.

Whew... wish another year for you...

Time Management

2009-04-22T12:08:00.005+08:00

Whew...

This past days, I can't seem to manage my time. Every morning after work, I can't even hold the broom stick to clean the house, nor have a time to cook. I can't even manage to open the computer and update myself online for about a minute. I felt exhausted from the phone calls I have to resolve. I never felt this exhausted in my life... or maybe my I'm is still adjusting.

The things is... exhausted not about the job... but something else. Weird... so weird that I can't even tell what was that, that make me feel exhausted...

Conflicting? Weird? Confusing? I can't even further expound on this. Worst, I can't even tell what it is...

But one thing is for sure...

It's about you... you've been absent (technically leave) for six days, but then I already miss you... Why? What is that on you that make me feel like this? I'm confused... so confused...

Quote XV

2009-04-06T03:27:00.002+08:00

Have you ever asked yourself

Why does everything in this world have to be complicated?

Why do we see a lot of variety and choices

and yet we only need one?

Why can't everything just be simple?

That's life... enjoy it.

It doesn't matter if you picked the wrong one,

after all how will you know

which is right

if you don't know

which is wrong...

Quote XIV

2009-04-06T03:22:00.003+08:00

Why should I ruin

the perfectly beautiful

petals of the flower

when I know from the start that

Loves

Not...

Exhausted

2009-03-23T02:17:00.004+08:00

My first week of probi period on my new work was so exhausting...

Queuing I might say, I was just done with a call, and here comes another. I only got to drink water during my break, sometimes on unscheduled break. However, I enjoy it... the job. Even thou at times I got an irate caller, most of the call are customers who are jolly, they laugh even if there is nothing to laugh about... it's feel great, especially if I got to resolve the issue of the the customer.

I guess this what it really fells like being a customer service representative. Exhausting, yet fun. Challenging, and I'm up to it.

I love it...

How Can I Walk Away...

2009-02-27T20:50:00.003+08:00

Baby can't you see

you're the one for me.

But, you belong to another.

I don't wanna hurt nobody,

but my heart just can't hold back.

Favourite Lines From Movies (part 3)

2009-02-21T13:15:00.003+08:00

"Good guys need a break"
- Morty (Christopher Walken) Click

"Okay cocksucker. Fuck with me, and we'll see who shits in the sidewalk"
- Hennessey (Joan Allen) Death Race

"I never pretend to be somebody else"
- Sam Montgemery (Hillary Duff) A Cinderella Story

"Never let the fear of striking out, keep you from playing the game"
- A Cinderella Story

"Minsan sa ating buhay, mahalaga pa ang ibang taong hindi mo kadugo... minsan nga mahalaga pa sa sarili mong buhay"
- Lalake sa Parola

"Maraming bagay ang mahirap ipaliwanag, dahil makitid ang pangunawa ng ibang tao"
- Lalake sa Parola

Quote XIII

2009-02-21T12:22:00.004+08:00

Heartbreak isn't always

as loud as

bomb exploading.

Sometimes,

it's as quiet as

feather falling.

And the most

painful thing is...

nobody hears it,

but only you...

American Idol 8

2009-02-18T19:54:00.003+08:00

Danny Gokey--my favorite contender for this season. Thou, I was a bit saddened when Jumar was out. Danny's rendition of Hero was really great. I love it. I hope he would make it to the top12.

Other contenders that I would love to make it on the top12 are... Michael Sarver, Lil Rounds, Cassey Carlson, Matt Breitzke, and Anoop Desai...

Anoop was really my bet since the audition...

yaay....

Quote XII

2009-02-16T19:56:00.003+08:00

Why am I falling

for someone I can't be with?

Why do I get

head over heals

for someone who's impossible to be mine?

Am I destined to be hurt?

Or am I just a fool

who fantasize somebody

out of my reach...

ouchy...ouch...

Quote XI

2009-02-09T20:32:00.002+08:00

Finding the treasure

without being ready yet to fully own it

will make you

restles...

2nd Post Of The Year... Another Job...

2009-02-09T20:14:00.005+08:00

Today is actually my first day at work...

It was actually the first day of our training at Motif Limited located at Libis. It was actually fun...
meeting the HR Director, Chief Innovations Officer, and the Operations Manager. We had a lot of fun.

That's it for now...

1st Entry For The Year And For The Month...

2009-01-17T11:17:00.005+08:00

Whew...

That was long since i had my last entry...

Anyway... got nothing important to say...

It's just that I saw the crew I had a crush on at the Internet Cafe, a few walks away from our house (but it's already close now). I saw him twice. First when I had something print out at their branch in Cubao, QC. 2nd was now, at their branch here at Edsa Central, Ortigas. He's really gorgeous... too bad I don't have a picture of him. I miss him... aaawwww...

That's it for now...

Last Entry For This Year...

2008-12-28T13:55:00.005+08:00

Whew... December is to end... and so is 2008...

Just to share...

Well... my Christmas was just a normal day. Morning I prepare and cook foods, then by evening attend a mass then midnight noche buena... that's just it...

Well, last night. We attend a mass, then we dine at a restaurant. While eating there, I saw a former classmate. I really didn't recognize him first, because he grew taller and handsome than before... well then have a little chitchat with him.

After, my sister and I meet Cescuh (my sisters college best friend) at Starbucks promenade. Stayed there and talk... miss a lot of things...

whew...

I'm So In Love With You... I'll Be Forever Blue...

2008-11-30T18:56:00.003+08:00

Last Friday was the last day am gonna see you

I know you already mean something to me

thou I know I am nothing for you...

You remind me of someone... but it's not the reason

why I'm feeling like this... like... I'm falling for you...

it hurts, but... I know it's just like that

the memory of your look will still remain vivid...

I'm so in love with you...

I'll be forever blue...

Ayos ba... haha...

Quote X

2008-11-22T12:10:00.004+08:00

Just when evrything is falling apart,

look again.

Coz maybe, just maybe...

things are actually falling into their rightful place...

Saturday Blues

2008-11-17T19:02:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday (11/15)

Afternoon came, I went to my friend, Amries place.

Five of us--Me, Amrie, Richie, Tin, and Jade (with her daughter Cezka), we practice for our revalida. After we ate our dinner, we have some chitchat then hang-out at the rooftop. At about pass 9, Amrie, Tin, and I decided to go on gimmick, while Jade, and Richie decided to go home.

Pass 11 when the three of us leave Amries home and decided to watch the gig of an another friend, Elgene at Station Grill, Marikina.

It was really fun, and also they sang the one I requested (thou I used another name... hehe...), and also when they sang Sige by 6cycle mind.

Pass it's already 2am, we decided to go home.

We then pass by at 7eleven and buy stuff. When we got back to Amries place, Tin and I have a drinking session while Amries on water while were playing cards...

At around 5, Amrie slept while Tin and I were still on chitchat... Tin and I haven't slept until we decided to go home at around 7am...

Quote IX

2008-11-12T19:31:00.001+08:00

A joke and a truth are not mutually exclusive...

sometimes, the best jokes are true...

and the best truths are jokes...

Quote VIII

2008-11-06T18:47:00.001+08:00

Hotness is not judged by the looks...

rather how you make others burn in desire...

Karaoke...

2008-11-02T20:06:00.005+08:00

Whew... Yesterday (11/01), We (1st family) together with my aunt hang-out at Music 21 Plaza, Timog...

I got to sing a lot of songs... Superstar (Jamelia), It's my Life (Bon Jovi), Buttons (PCD), Apologize (One Republic)... and can't remember the others...

And how the hell handsome the crew in charge... bad thing I didn't get to have a picture of him... hope I can see you again...

I had a lot of fun...

Quote VII

2008-11-02T19:59:00.002+08:00

One of the saddest truth in life:

People will love and adore you for the hundred of good things you've done for them...

But will hate you for a single mistake...

I Think I'm Falling...

2008-10-31T17:16:00.007+08:00

OK... so here it is...

Just this Wednesday (10/29), I just had start with a training with another company, here at Libis. Then I have a co trainee who's a vocalist of a band (I forgot their name, but I think it was like Daybreak...), And I think I'm falling for him... you know I just find myself staring at him, to think that the training is ongoing... Oooohhhh...

But the hard part of it is to know that he is already taken... Imagine how ouchy it is...

Early this afternoon, before our training ends, we have this game charade, and then when it is his turn, our co trainee request for him to sing, and he did... he sang David Cook's Time of my Life... and I was get kilig with it... Damn... I like him... so much...

Quote VI

2008-10-31T17:13:00.002+08:00

People may destroy my image and stain my personality...

But they can't take away my character...

'coz no matter what, I am admired by people who knew me...

Quote V

2008-10-30T19:53:00.001+08:00

It's better to enjoy life commitiing mistakes

and learn...

rather than playing safe in your entire life

and learn nothing at all...

Quote IV

2008-10-27T11:57:00.001+08:00

It's tough when people start to leave you hanging...

but it's even tougher to pretend that you don't mind

Quote III

2008-10-27T11:52:00.002+08:00

Not all seemingly happy people

are happy indeed

When the fun is over,

some sit alone and

quietly bleed...

unEmployed

2008-10-27T11:49:00.002+08:00

OMG....

still unemployed.... and it's driving me crazy....

got nothing to do.... so bored with my boring life...

is there someone out there could brighten my life....

how I wish there is....

Quote II

2008-10-16T19:14:00.002+08:00

"I've learned that I should never assume that somebody loves me by only seeing his sweetness.

Sometimes I should believe in the fact that, some people are just

FLIRTS..."

Quote I

2008-10-16T19:02:00.004+08:00

"I always pretend to be happy... talking a lot and laughing out loud so that nobody would know whats really inside. But at the end, I always find myself all alone...

encountering the crucial truth: That I'm hurting too much inside, and that

not even a million laughter can take it away"

Favourite Lines from Movies (part2)

2008-10-15T14:32:00.001+08:00

“Heels are man invention to make a women’s butt looks smaller”
- Viola Hastings (Amanda Bynes) She’s the Man

“There’s no post on Sundays”
- Harry Potter (Daniel Radcliffe) Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone

“Whatever secrets she’s hiding, I just don’t wanna see you get hurt”
- Evelyn O’Connell (Maria Bello) The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor

“People can live and die a lifetime”
- Alex O’Connell (Luke Ford) The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor

“I’m sorry that people are so jealous of me, but I can’t help it that I’m popular”
- Gretchen Wieners (Lacey Chalbert) Mean Girls

“Have you ever walk up to people and realize, they were just talking ‘bout you”
- Cady Heron (Lindsay Lohan) Mean Girls

“Making fun of her wouldn’t stop her from beating me in this contest”
- Cady Heron (Lindsay Lohan) Mean Girls

“Calling someone stupid doesn’t make you any smarter”
- Cady Heron (Lindsay Lohan) Mean Girls

“All you can do in life is try to solve the problems in front of you”
- Cady Heron (Lindsay Lohan) Mean Girls

“I know what it feels like to be afraid to show who you are”
- Sam Montgomery (Hillary Duff) A Cinderella Story

“I don’t care what people think about me… because I believe in myself”
Sam Montgomery (Hillary Duff) A Cinderella Story

“You complete me”
- Joker (Heath Ledger) Batman: The Dark Night

“You reminded me of my father… I hated my father”
- Joker (Heath Ledger) Batman: The Dark Night

“Why so serious”
- Joker (Heath Ledger) Batman: The Dark Night

“I do not need a reason to be angry with god”
- Jamie Sullivan (Mandy Moore) A Walk to Remember

“So you’re bravely refusing to fight a swordsman half your age”
- Edmund Pevenskie (Skandar Keynes) Narnia: Prince Caspian

“Lahat ng biyahe natatapos, lahat ng pasahero bumababa”
- Panatasya (Biyahe)

“May mga tanong na dapat masagot”
- Pantasya (Laro)

“Sa buhay ng tao darating yung panahon na malalaman mo ang katotohanan tungkol sa sarili mo. Nasa sayo yun kung tatanggapin mo o hindi”
- Pantasya (Laro)

“Kung may gusto kang paroonan o makamtan dapat maagap ka, mabilis”
- Pantasya (Bilis)

“Madaling marating ang dapat paroonan, maging masikap ka lang at maabilidad”
- Pantasya (Bilis)

“Ang tao ay may kanikanyang kahinaan”
- Pantasya (Bantay)

“May mga bagay bagay na ginagawa natin dahil may gusto tayong patunayan sa ating sarili”
- Pantasya (Bantay)

“Ang ating ikagagaling sa atin manggagaling, ang ating ikasasama sa atin magmumula. Kung ano man, depende yun sa kung paano natin bantayan ang ating sarili”
- Pantasya (Bantay)

“Minsan, kaylangan nating masaktan para malaman natin ang ating pagkakamali”
- Enzo (Ken Escudero) Sikil

“Maraming masamang tao sa mundo, pero isa lang ang tatay ko”
- Maxi Oliveros (Nathan Lopez) Ang Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros”

Sunday

2008-09-22T21:42:00.003+08:00

Yesterday,

My sister and I attend a Grand Alumni Homecoming at our previous school (National Teachers College). Well I actually didnt enjoy much because my close friend are not there.

After that we, together with my sister best HS guy friend Jeff hang out a Gateway. Then we met Cesca (my sisters college best friend) at Greenhills Promenade. Our main plan was only to go on cofee but, we subscribe to another idea -- to go on bar. Walking to the taxi bay we saw Yael Yuzon, and I was like... uhm... he's so cute.

We hang out at Mugen Bar at Metrowalk. I think that was around 21:00. The first one to play was Ram Chavez of Pinoy Idol, he sang 3 songs. then after almost 30min. the main band play. It was Mocha, I enjoy it alot... whew, while they were perfoming I feel like my man side arise.

At around past 12, we decide to go home, but drop by first at starbucks (at metrowalk). And, oh... next to our table was Richard Quan... whew...

whew... I really had a great day yesterday...

Tanghalang Batingaw StageFest

2008-09-22T20:50:00.005+08:00

Last Friday (sept.18), my sister and I together with my friend Jamie watch Tanghalang Batingaw's 32 post-anniversary production. Shown at the Mini Theater of Lyceum of the Philippines University are 4 stageplays.

For Rent -- is all about a discreet lesbian who falls inlove with a female ramp model who is about to get married. For Rent discuss the cruel world in which lesbians are wrongfuly judge.

Onse -- revolves around Showroom (manage by a married man named Xander, who in the latter part betrayed by his brother. Problems arise when Russo, a business man showed and warned them about the previous agreement.

Siklo -- is about natures revenge. Started when Lupain (the god of Earth) got sick caused by the damage of people on nature. Lawiswis (the goddess of Air) caught a guy smoking, punish it. Tampisaw (the goddess of Water) thou blissful, she still subscribe to the idea of punishing the guy in behalf of peoples cruelty on nature. Lagablab (the god of Fire) is the one very much aggresive on revenge.

Alaala -- revolves around Lorraine, a sweet loving mother and an understanding battered wife. Reminiscing the past brougth the story in life of her family.

I might say the actors are really great, esp. the cast of Siklo and Alaala.

Good Job guys.

I Miss Them A Lot...

2008-09-15T20:09:00.005+08:00

Oh...

I miss everyone that has been part of my growing up...

My HS friends and classmate, oh how I miss them badly, reminiscing those days... You know, I just want to get back and live it again. I never thought that I would miss them very much, esp. those who'se been very close to me

Ferly Salazar
Cyrill Navarroza
Charm Salvador
Eisha Rea
Jill Bonifacio
Angela Balane
Lalen Samson
Winchelle Penamante
Randal Umali
Juvy Dayap
Micah Trajano
Didi Reprado

I miss you a lot guys...

Awww...

Saturday Night

2008-09-08T08:57:00.004+08:00

Last Saturday night (sept.06), I hang-out at Phibar at MetroWalk.

It was really my first time to go on bar. The place is really good then the band... they were really great (I forgot the name of the band). Their costume, choreography, they even grant my request song. I find their guitarist really cute (the one beside the pianist, what do you call that). I stayed till their last set, I go home at around 1:30am of sept.07. It was really cool. Hope to catch another gig of their band.

And lastly, to that guy sitting ahead of my table... a smile of yours complete my night, hope to meet you again...

Advertising Project

2008-09-05T11:05:00.004+08:00

OMG...

15 days left yet I haven't have any idea about what I would do with my project on my advertising class.. awww...

I'm thinking something about an advertisement against AIDS but I can't think any prolific idea on how could I establish a very catchy ad.

Hope I think of any before the date due.

Arghhh...

My Sister's Victory At A Competition

2008-08-31T23:21:00.007+08:00

Woohow...

Congratulations to my younger sister Yna for the awards she received at the recent ClubGymnastica Friendship Meet held at Club Gymanastica Pasig. She won 4th place ribbon at Beam. 3rd place bronze medals at Bars, and Vault. And 2nd place silver medals for Floor exercise, and Overall.

Godbless my lil sis...

Favourite Lines from Movies

2008-08-26T10:29:00.002+08:00

“Can’t kill me. You can burn me, you can shoot me. But you can’t kill me”
- Grimm (Robert Lasardo) Death Race

“What makes you think I’ll risk my life doing this for you”
- Jensenn Ames (Jason Statham) Death Race

“I think you and I are destined to do this forever”
- Joker (Heath Ledger) Batman: The Dark Night

“I’d rather be his whore than you’re wife”
- Rose Dewitt (Kate Winslet) Titanic

“Don’t miss the chance that life is giving you to spend with the people you love. Remember there is no rewind”
- Morty (Christopher Walken) Click

“If you don’t want me but need me I’ll stay. But if you want me but no longer need me, then I’ll go”
- Nanny McPhee (Emma Thompson) Nanny McPhee

“Waiting for you is like waiting for the rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing”
- Sam Montgomery (Hillary Duff) A Cinderella Story

“Seeing is believing, but sometimes the most real thing in the world are the things that we can’t see”
- Conductor (Tom Hanks) The Polar Express

“Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness among them”
- Duke Ursino (Channing Tatum) She’s the Man

“My Dad’s gonna kick your ass”
- Alex O’Connell (Freddie Boath) The Mummy Returns

“Maybe it’s time to stop following someone’s order, and start following your heart”
- Cinderella (Jennifer Hale ) Cinderella II: Dreams do come true

“In every job that must be done, there is always an element of fun”
- Mary Poppins (Julie Andrews) Mary Poppins

“It’s not what we want. It’s what you want”
- Angel / Warren Worthington III (Ben Foster) X-Men3: The Last Stand

“Kill me before I kill somebody else”
- Jean Grey (Famkie Jansen) X-Men3: The Last Stand

“I wish I know how to quit you”
- Jack Twist (Jake Gyllenhaal) Brokeback Mountain

“If you get bitten by a snake you’re suppose to suck the poison out”
- Cady Heron (Lindsay Lohan) Mean Girls

“You think everybody likes you when the truth is everybody hates you”
- Janis Ian (Lizzy Capplan) Mean Girls

“Who you’re gonna believe with? This guy who you knew all your life, or this whose just you’re needing”
- Isabel (Hillary Duff) Lizzie Mcguirre

“You shine with the light from the sun”
- Paolo Balisari (Yani Gellman) Lizzie Mcguirre

“Would you force them to do what you’re trying to make me do”
- Mia Thermopolis (Anne Hataway) Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement

“Emotions makes you weak”
- Mr. Freeze (Arnold Schwartzeneger) Batman and Robin

“End of one thing, start of something new”
- Norman Osbourne (Willem Dafoe) Spiderman

“Happy ending siyempre, pero hindi naman realistic… sa fairy tale lang naman nangyayari yun eh”
- William (Paolo Rivero) Daybreak

“Sad ending reminds me of myself”
- William (Paolo Rivero) Daybreak

“Ang buhay ay isang matalinhagang biyahe”
- Pantasya (Biyahe)

“Lahat nang biyahe may pupuntahan, may destinasyon, may terminal”
- Pantasya (Biyahe)

Dream2

2008-08-23T10:55:00.002+08:00

Another dream that's haunting me is this one...

"I was running endlessly on an endless street with a clown after me"

It's really so creepy that it wake me up in the middle of the dawn, I won't let me go back to my sleep...

Death Race

2008-08-23T10:36:00.003+08:00

I watch this movie yesterday at Sm SanLazaro...

The movie is great thou it's too violent... I love the story outline, and every scene is really really great... hekz... Jason Statham is really a great actor

Next movie I'm going to watch is Eagle Eye.

Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor

2008-08-13T17:40:00.002+08:00

Last Night, i watch this movie at SM Megacinema...

It's great... Umpisa pa lang pamatay na... hehe...

I recommend that you watch this movie... coz it's really great (thou I rather want to watch Rachel Weisze portray the role...)

Consiertoh....

2008-08-05T21:39:00.003+08:00

Awww.....

Kainggit...

My sister watched the concert of Simple Plan last night, and Alicia keys tonight....

awwwwww...

Quit From My First Job...

2008-08-01T14:39:00.002+08:00

Oohhh...

I just start but I already quit...

Sorry to say but I can't really handle the job. It's sale and a commision based one.

AWWWW.... time for me to look for another one....

Last Day Of This Month....

2008-07-31T11:03:00.003+08:00

Oohhh...

It's the last day of this month... but got nothing to say here...

Tomorrow would be my first day at work....
hope it would go well.....

NBI Clearance

2008-07-25T18:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday morning, I go to NBI at Carriedo, Manila to get an NBI Clearance.

I arrive there at 08:05 and the line was almost long. It wasn't really that hard to get your clearance for NBI but whats irritating is about the long line (like you're stuck in a hideous traffic). Next is that some of the staffs are very unaccommodating. One of them even reprimanded me of my poor handwriting coz she read my surname as Siator instead of Sintor (as if it's alike, there's a big difference when I write letter A and N). Then on the last part (step7) the girl kept shouting "dun kayo sa kabila... abroad lang dito, abroad, abroad, abroad" whew... I notice that they don't even smile at their customers.

But somehow, at first I was like a kid lost in a park... but I realize that if you just follow the instructions it'll not be that bad.

Movie

2008-07-18T12:12:00.004+08:00

Awww... It's been almost three weeks since I last saw a movie at the cinema.

I failed to watch Barako, and Kambyo at Robinsons Movieworld. Taghirap kasi ako ngayon eh, 'di ako makapipon.

Anyway, I got so envious. My Sister and my Mother go to the FHM Party, i wasn't able to go with them because I have a class... awww.... I missed it.

Traffic Jam

2008-07-14T21:48:00.004+08:00

I left the house at 15:03, and my class is at 14:00 (it's only an hour of ride from home to school). I thought I wouldn't be late. It was rainy but not much, so I didn't bother to bring an umbrella.

I rode a jeep. But as we were at Legarda, Manila we meet a hideous traffic... so irritating. Almost 20 minutes pass but were still on the same spot. So I decided to walk to San Sebastian. There I ride a jeep bound to Sm Manila.

As the jeep reach it's terminal. Rain heavies, so I stayed there for a while-- waiting for it to stop. But it wouldn't. So I ran fast to the pedicab terminal.

As I arrive at school, I hurriedly go up to our room (I almost run). But as I entered the classroom... our professor is absent.

Peace Be With You

2008-07-14T21:40:00.004+08:00

Last night, I attend a mass at my favourite church.

A boy beside me turn to his mother and said "love you mom". I was a bit distracted by his gesture. Think, reminisce, ask myself... have I said this words to my mother? my father?

They were always there for me, esp. my mom. Of all the things they have done for me why is it that I find it hard to tell them this words? why is it that I have the courage to tell them I'm a homosexual but don't have the courage to tell them I love them?

I know it really sounds weird but, I really don't know why... somehow I hope that someday, before my book end I've already said it to them...

Quit With It

2008-07-12T14:11:00.009+08:00

Yah'll know I'm a member of a theater group.

Before, I was proud to be member of that group. but now, realization struck me. plus I'm not happy with their company anymore.

I realize that when I was still them, my time was almost eaten by them. I spend a lot of time with them instead of my house. That I lost care of my studies thinking of being with them. but still I'm thinking twice if the fault is really theirs, or I just don't know how to manage my time.

Now, tell you this. I don't care if any of them read this post, but the truth is almost half of them are plastics, backbiters, "mapapel", bootlicker. The worst attitudes I hate most.

I miss our rehearsals, but I never did attend meetings anymore.